outside my door (by me)

Описание

hey everyone!!! i was super busy so i took a break, but i am back now!!!! hope you all enjoy this one! Lyrics below:


At night i see you in my dreams
You’re outside my door, asking for me
And I come and shut you down
To feel better than I do now

I imagine you’re up at night
With your friends, drunk out of your mind
And you’re missing me
I wish that you missed me


But you probably don’t
You never will
And im making up things
That I don’t want to be real

But it all just happened
So abruptly
So I guess there’s something
I am wondering


Do you regret anything you said?
Is it running through your head
That you wish you could take it back
And not throw away all that we had

Or do you feel so much better?
Knowing we’re no longer closer
And you’re free to do what you like
I guess this is all on my mind tonight


In the mirror I talk so proud
I’m so angry, conscience and loud
And I get through to you
I say everything I want to

You tell me you’re sorry
You didn’t mean to hurt me
And all those weeks we had
Were worth it, would you?
Would it be true?


But instead ill walk past you
And pretend you’re not there
And I won’t look at you
If we’re in the same room

And I’ll wish you the worst
For the rest of my life
With a few questions
Lingering in my mind


Do you regret anything you said?
Is it running through your head
That you wish you could take it back
And not throw away all that we had

Or do you feel so much better?
Knowing we’re no longer closer
And you’re free to do what you like
I guess this is all on my mind tonight


I could dream it up a million times
And it still wouldn’t happen in real life
You’ll just fade back into my peripheral
Just as quickly as you entered my vision

I once thought you were a comet, orbiting me
Waiting to come down at the right moment
But you are a distant star, far away
And it’s time for you to return to space

But before you go, while I have you here
Can I just make myself clear
I didn’t want you as much as you wanted me
And know I’ll always know that


I know you’ll regret everything you said
I know it’s running through your head
But I will never let you take it back
Because I don’t miss what we had

I know you won’t feel so much better
Once the ash and dust has finally settled
You’ll be standing outside my door
Begging to go back to us before